I am pretty drained right now. It was a very unusual day. On the one hand I think the service was pretty good. On the other hand, I feel like we are investing so much into this church. I think the phrase reckless abandon comes to mind. And sometimes it’s difficult to measure the value.
It is so easy to think about what is not working, the things that are off, and the shortcomings. When I am drained, that seems to be what jumps up the front of the thought train.
I need to get alone with God sometime tomorrow and recharge, refuel, and refocus.